I don’t mind being by myself; sometimes I feel like I don’t even need other people. I always joked around about being the “crazy lady across the street with 50 cats”, but now I really can see myself living alone ( without cats though ). I’m not saying I don’t like other people, I just don’t see myself in a long term relationship with anyone ( friendship and romantic). I don’t think anyone would be able to stand living with me because I need so much alone time or I get really irritable. I just get drained around other people too easily =/. I can’t even keep my current relationship stable without awkward feelings getting in the way; feelings I can’t even explain. We work through them, then the next week I’m going back to the way I felt before. I fall head over heels for the first 2 months, then I’m struggling through the rest of the time I’m with that person until I finally give up. After those 2 months of being happy, the rest of the time is marked by periods of up and downs. The relationship is up for a week and then down the next week, etc. And it’s all my fault. I know it, but I can’t help it. This is the reason why I know I was meant to be by myself. 1. I’m happy with myself. 2. I don’t trust anyone completely. 3. People’s feelings impact me deeply ( mostly negative) 4. I can’t talk all of the time; I’m always lost in thought and I can’t stand it when people NEED me to talk. 5. I don’t get bored. I hope this doesn’t make me sound terrible. =/